After all the celebrations
during the Christmas Octave I’m aware of having come to a period of peace when
it’s possible to find time to listen more deeply to the Incarnation. The eye of
the body has beheld Jesus within our Cribs and now the eye of the heart can
begin to see the wonder of Emmanuel – God with us.
One of the books I’m reading at
present is ‘The Drawing of This Love’ by Robert Fruewirth in which he explores
aspects of the way Julian of Norwich realised how the compassion of God permeates
Divine Love. In one chapter he quotes Julian saying: ‘Here I saw a great affinity between Christ and us … for when he was in
pain, we were in pain. And all creatures
capable of suffering pain suffered with him … So was our Lord Jesus Christ set
at nought for us, and we all remain in this way as if set at naught with him,
and shall do until we come to his bliss…’ (Ch.18) This led me to consider
the way we can always be present to His compassion when we come before Him in
the Blessed Sacrament. I find there is something truly wonderful about being
present to Him as He is present to us when the Sacrament is exposed on the
altar and long for this practice – of placing the Host contained in a
monstrance on an altar where anyone can sit or kneel in prayer – to be more and
more common. Here we can talk with Him or just rest with Him and know that He
is fully present to all who come to Him. And then we can take Him with us in
the tabernacle of our own heart for, as St Francis of Assisi wrote in his Rule
of 1221: ‘We should make a dwelling-place
within ourselves where He can stay, He who is the Lord God Almighty, Father,
Son and Holy Spirit.’ Dame
Julian echoes this theme when she later writes: ‘The with a glad expression our Lord looked into his side and gazed,
rejoicing and with his dear gaze he led his creature’s understanding through
the same wound into his side within. And then he revealed a beautiful and
delightful place, large enough for all mankind that shall be saved to rest
there in peace and in love.’ (Ch.24)
As I read that I saw that ‘place’ as His Sacred Heart, a Heart large
enough to contain all of us, enlarged by Compassion. This is the Sacrament of
Love upon which we are invited to gaze, as Julian gazed on what was revealed to
her. I find it a wonderful thing that we who have been made part of His Body
can gaze on that Body which is lit up with Love – I see it as one might look on
a building flooded with light both inside and out, throbbing with all the
colours there are against the darkness that surround it – a darkness of both
sin and a lack of recognition. This is what we are to realise as we gaze on His
Incarnate Body shown to us in the monstrance.
So I love the idea of
creating that inner-monstrance which
is to be the dwelling-place for Jesus because I can then adore Him whenever I
visit that place. I know few churches can offer perpetual
adoration but He can always be with me and I can always adore Him whenever I
choose to make this visit to my heart. But wouldn’t it be wonderful if more Anglican
churches were able to offer this facility? Perhaps well-staffed cathedrals
might offer this facility – I believe Southwark Cathedral contains the
Tabernacle House from the Convent of the sisters of the Community of Reparation
to Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament which was founded in 1869 and ended with the
death of the last sister in the early years of this century. Sadly I never
visited this community and would love to find a way of continuing their
charism. It’s exquisitely beautiful to come to Jesus in this way and be able to
just rest with Him – ‘be there’ with Him who is in all places and fills all
things yet who left us this way to
realise His presence. It’s a presence that doesn’t require any words and the
only effort is to focus attention on Him and Him alone. To be able to do this
in places like Westminster Cathedral and Tyburn Convent in Hyde Park Place is a joy and I am grateful to those who make this
possible.
So I wonder, might it be
possible for individual churches to offer Jesus to us in this way – maybe just
for an hour or so at a time? I did this when I was a parish priest and although
few came it was such a blessing for me to be able to place Christ there on the
altar and spend an hour in His presence. Could we not begin to develop a list –
a rota, maybe – of times and places where this happened and encourage people to
come to Jesus in this way? What a wonderful appeal to renew and refresh the
spiritual life this would offer.
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