Showing posts with label Lent. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lent. Show all posts

Friday, August 06, 2021

TRACTS FOR OUR TIMES - Exploring Christian Faith


Simply written modern Tracts for our Times (some having informed the writing of The Mystery of Faith) which seek to do what it says on the label.  Links to YouTube versions, where available, are provided)

TITLES IN THE SERIES

1.       I Believe in God  (You Tube: https://youtu.be/F-DG9Z_MnDQ)

2.       I Believe in Jesus  (You Tube: https://youtu.be/1QRmD-IdO78)

3.       I Believe in the Holy Spirit (You Tube: https://youtu.be/T8OVQobYyqc)

4.       Deepening Prayer (YouTube: https://youtu.be/RS06Sro6bK8)

5.       The Ministry of Healing  (You Tube https://youtu.be/C3pPPsA7r2Q)

6.       The Sacrament of Confession  (You Tube: https://youtu.be/Je3BvuUr6qs)

7.       Praying for the Departed (You Tube: https://youtu.be/qM-gyh5ruR8)

8.       The Longest Journey – Preparing for Death

9.       Dealing with the death of one we love

10.     Is this a Catholic Church?

11.     Holy Baptism

12.     The Eucharist

13.     First Holy Communion

14.     Reservation of the Blessed Sacrament

15.     Let there be light

16.     A Selection of Prayers and Devotions

17.     The Use of the Body in Prayer

18.     The Use of Incense

19.     Mary and the Saints (You Tube: https://youtu.be/FR1v5oEjVbo)

20.     The Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary

21.     Lent, Holy Week and Easter

22.     Traditional Customs and Devotions

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For a fuller exploration:

The Mystery of Faith, Exploring Christian Belief

(This book is intended for individual and group use. It is divided into 8 sections with discussion questions at the end of each.  For those wishing to use it over 6 sessions, a suggested means to do this is available from jff2209@yahoo.com  Please also email for a copy of any of the leaflets shown above)

Wednesday, March 18, 2020

VIRAL THOUGHTS - LENT AND CORONAVIRUS


LENT AND CORONAVIRUS

‘In God I trust and will not be afraid’ (Ps.56.11)

THE sudden arrival of an unwelcome guest into the life of our nation has caught most by surprise and the consequences of having to live with coronavirus for the foreseeable future will take time to be understood.  The virus’s arrival in Europe may have happened some time ago, but it was at the beginning of Lent it began to make itself known so Lent and the pandemic seem closely connected. 

AFTER Jesus had been living a normal life around the shores of Galilee he seems to have suddenly been drawn south, to the Jordan, by the preaching of his cousin, St. John Baptist.  He must have been aware of the way people were being affected by John’s radical message and the changes it was making in the way people lived, yet it wasn’t until he arrived at the Jordan that he seems to have been affected.  It was then that the Spirit suddenly descended on him and he was driven into the Wilderness for that Lenten period of forty days (Matt.3.13-4.11). Now, we also seem to have suddenly entered such a wilderness period, which also reflects the ‘forty years’ spent by the Hebrew people in another desert (Ex.22.15ff) which they had entered after their liberation from slavery in Egypt.
This motif of suddenly finding yourself in a place of disorientation happens from time to time.  A sudden illness or accident thrusts one into an unexpected place; at the outbreak of World War II, for example, people must have been filled with a variety of concerns:  Will I be safe?  How will I get food for the family?  What will happen to my job?  What will be the consequences?  Will I die?  We’re hardly prepared for such times and, for a while, it can affect us in unexpected ways.
As the Hebrew people began their wanderings, they, like Jesus, had to adjust to life without their accustomed norms. So, they began to want to return to Egypt where life seemed better, wondered from where food would come and, after panicking (never a good thing to do) gave themselves over to ‘eat, drink and be merry …’  Moses had to remind them of what was of fundamental importance, which was to be rooted in their relationship with God.  Perhaps this is a time when we, who live in a society where, for many, the greatest desire is to travel to Disneyworld, need to reflect on what is of fundamental importance to us: what we would like to be remembered for – momento mori.  What is the ground of our being? For both the Hebrews and Jesus this wilderness time was of greatest importance, and Jesus’ three Temptations seem to resonate with our present times.

‘COMMAND these stones to become loaves of bread.’ 
The panic buying and abuse of shop staff that has occurred in some places since the emergency was declared reveal how easy it is for human nature to be corrupted.  No one suddenly turns from civilised behaviour to acting like a vicious animal; corruption has developed over a long time.  Jesus’ response? ‘One does not live by bread alone but by every word that comes from the mouth of God’ (Matt.4.4) calls us back to consider the way we seek to live, and the way we have sought to mould the heart of who we are.
              His response also seems to speak into this time when most of us can no longer feed on the Eucharist, Bread of Life, no longer be nourished by Christ’s Real Presence, a loss which is felt keenly by those of us for whom Mass is the ‘centre around which their life revolves’.  Jesus’ response, that we live by every word that comes from the mouth of God touches on the fact that he is the Word: ‘The Father spoke one Word, which was His Son, and this Word He always speaks in eternal silence, and in silence must It be heard by the soul.’ (St John of the Cross, Maxims 21). This is a time when, denied the Bread of Life, we need to feed on the Word in the scriptures. To spend time silently meditating on the Word present amongst all the words we read. What is God saying to us through his Word?
One of the things, I  believe, is that at a time when emotions can get the better of us – fear, worry, irritation, anger etc. we need to recall the gracious words of Jesus in the Beatitudes he taught his disciples and the crowds who followed him: ‘Blessed are the poor in spirit … the meek … the merciful … the pure in heart … peacemakers’. This is a time when those who seek to live in Christ need to be expressing those virtues because it’s as easy for the lure of Satan (the Deceiver) to corrupt us now as it was then.  Have we, as a society, been encouraged to chase after the inconsequential, rather than facing what life actually involves?  We need to feed on food which will do more than satisfy our superficial cravings, and to realise that the way we face pain and suffering, the ‘dark’ side of life, help to mould who we are becoming.

‘IF YOU ARE the Son of God, throw yourself down; for it is written: ‘He will command his Angels concerning you …’  Inevitably people want God to ‘do something’ and can become anxious as to why our prayers don’t seem answered.  Some will say, ‘If God exists, why isn’t he acting?’ and we might wonder the same; but notice Jesus’ response to this temptation: ‘ … do not put the Lord your God to the test’
We can wonder why God seems silent at a time like this.  Yet the matter of trust, which this temptation concerns, goes far deeper than simply wanting to test God.  Jesus counters this potentially desolating temptation by saying that we simply need to trust.  We cannot know how the Divine Economy works, how God manages his household, and cannot know the deeper movements that might be going on at this time. 
For a generation wealthy, ‘modern’, First World nations have been spared the kind of conflicts and desperation which some other nations face.  We have thought that we are in complete charge, masters of our destiny, science has solved every problem.  Now we face vulnerability and are being exposed in ways that will reveal so much about both ourselves and the world we’ve created.  A world that is its own master – that doesn’t need God.  A world of competition rather than co-operation, which has seeped into our psyche.  A world which puts self first and looks for distractions to occupy time.  We’ve lived mindlessly rather than mindfully (recollectedly) and the depth of our hearts have ceased to be nurtured by being open to God.  Which leads on to the third temptation.

THE DEVIL took Jesus to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world … and said to him, ‘All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me’.
Worship is often laughed at in the West; it’s what ‘religious’ people do with odd services in odd buildings.  Yet it’s clear we worship something all the time – to be human is to be a person who worships.  The great 19th cent. American thinker and writer, Ralph Waldo Emmerson, said:

‘A person will worship something, have no doubt about that. We may think our tribute is paid in secret in the dark recesses of our hearts, but it will come out. That which dominates our imaginations and our thoughts will determine our lives, and our character. Therefore, it behoves us to be careful what we worship, for what we are worshipping, we are becoming.’

To this temptation of the Devil, Jesus responds: ‘Away with you, Satan!  For it is written, “Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him”’ (Matt.4.10).  Any society which dismisses the worship of God, the highest Good, but happily adores celebrities or gives itself to the desire for this world’s goods, is in grave danger of being let down.  Of becoming disconnected with the one source of life which can draw us into the fullness of our humanity.  At times like this we need to reflect on what we have given ourselves to, what we worship.
We have the choice, now, of being more God-like, or simply continuing in the way we have lived before.  In the 19th cent. people suddenly woke up to the terrible social conditions in which many lived, many women (in particular) gave themselves to the service of those in need by consecrating their lives to God as Religious sisters nursing the sick, teaching and caring for those in need.  We may not feel the call to such a radical life, but we can wake up to the need to give ourselves to our ‘higher self’ and begin deepening our prayer so we learn heart-wisdom. We need prayer-practices which enable us to open the centre of who we are to God so we can become rooted in the Divine.
             
Holy Week and Easter – simple spirituality
The Lenten Fast prepares us for Holy Week when the depths of our humanity are laid bare. 
Serving with thanks and praise. We may not be able to attend a Eucharist but, more importantly, we can live eucharistically, sacrificially … stop … notice the world around … see something to wonder at … lift up your heart and give thanks to the Creator.  Offer a prayer and your love to God. This is what expresses the essence of the Divine within us – makes us more human. And love your neighbour as you serve them.
Good Friday proclaims the need, in the end, to abandon the centre of our being to God in faith and trust, recognising just how hard might be the future we face – for forty days or forty years.  But this is also a time which offers the opportunity to reflect on how we would like to be remembered when we die – momento mori.
Holy Saturday, when Christ descended into Hell, is a reminder that even in the depths of despair Christ is present. Loneliness can become alone-ness as we turn to Christ, present in the depths. Beneath any view that this is a ‘day of rest’ we need to realise the great work being done by Christ in the deepest parts of our humanity as we abandon ourselves to him.  That work is for our freedom – our liberation through the ‘waters of death’.  At times we’ll feel overwhelmed but, held by God, we can never be overcome and, at the last, will come to new life – resurrection life.  These times of trouble will be overpassed. 

‘For the Lord will comfort Zion; he will comfort all her waste places, and will make her wilderness like Eden, her desert like the garden of the Lord; joy and gladness will be found in her, thanksgiving and the voice of song’ (Isaiah 51. 3).
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THIS ‘Lent’ offers a powerful opportunity to renew our faith. 
What do I live for?  How does Christ in the Desert speak to me? 

JESUS CHRIST, Son of God, have compassion on me, a sinner.
(Isaiah 51. 3).
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Sunday, March 01, 2015

DENY YOURSELF AND TAKE UP YOUR CROSS

Sermon preached at the Church of All Saints, Blackheath
at Parish Mass on Lent 2
(March 1st, 2015)
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“If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves
and take up their cross and follow me.” (Mark 8:34)

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INTRODUCTION
Some of us have probably been enjoying ‘Wolf Hall’, the story of how Thomas Cromwell’s navigated the corridors of power in the Tudor court to become Henry VIII's chief minister. 

Fifty years ago Paul Schofield starred as S. Thomas More in another account of that turbulent period.  Amongst all the memorable lines he uttered, one always stood out for me.  It was during More’s trial and his old protégé Richard Rich, now Attorney- General for Wales, was testifying against him.  More spotted the gold chain of that office, which he had gained by devious means, and uttered the haunting observation: “Why Richard, it profits a man nothing to give his soul for the whole world... but for Wales?”

Now I apologise to any Welsh people here at that slight on the Principality, especially on this day, but the gospel reading we've just heard concerns the call to live with integrity.  And for us Christians in particular it concerns the cost of discipleship: how we let go of our old self so that Jesus’ identity gradually shapes our own.

DISCIPLESHIP AND THE PASSION OF CHRIST
Jesus’ observation that anyone who wants to follow Him will need to take up their cross is the first mention in Mark’s gospel of that terrible symbol of Roman execution.  So Jesus has to teach His disciples that the Son of Man must undergo suffering and death, a prediction that clearly shocked Peter and the others who may have been in danger of believing that following Jesus would lead to one success after another.  That’s understandable; few of us would want to join a group that courted failure but Jesus clearly needs to point them beyond this superficial approach to discipleship.  So He makes it plain that following Him will involve self-denial and taking up ‘the cross’. 

This stark choice is one that we all need reminding of from time to time.  Being a Christian mustn’t be equated with success.  There is a cost to discipleship, a cost that will often involve choices in the way we act.  Sometimes it will be stark, as it is for many Christians in the Middle East right now.  But each day we are faced with choices about how to act in hundreds of different ways. 

Of course, we know that we shouldn’t do anything that is evil, but there are so many subtle choices we are faced with and the question is, which ones will keep us on the path to life?  Sometimes the choice is clear, but at other times it isn’t.  What we are called to do is to seek to have the eye of our heart fixed on the Lord.  To practice the discipline of desiring to be moulded in His image and likeness so that our desires are, gradually, at one with His. 

DENY YOURSELF
This is what lies behind Jesus’ call to disciples that they should ‘deny themselves’.  Now that phrase, or others like ‘self-denial’, are meant to alert us to the way in which the ‘self’ – the overblown-self – needs to be kept in check else it may get out of control. 

At the beginning of Lent, when ash was smeared on our foreheads, it was accompanied with the words: “Turn away from sin and be faithful to the Gospel”.  So often it is that dominating-self which controls our lives.  Of course, it’s important to have a healthy sense of ‘self’ for once we do then we don’t have to engage in that constant need to dominate others – to always be right, for example.  What it doesn’t mean is to adopt an attitude that is abusive towards our-self.  That would be quite wrong.  Before ever we can begin on a healthy self-denial we have to have a healthy sense of self which comes, for us, from knowing that we are God’s beloved children.

And lying behind the movement towards denying ourselves must be faithful to the gospel – to that call to live out of the goodness of God. 

LIFE THROUGH LAW OR GRACE
S. Paul, in that extract we heard from his letter to the Romans, teaches us that this way of discipleship which leads to fullness of life, cannot be determined by any law but only by living in the grace – the mercy – of God.  God’s promise of eternal life (and that isn’t just about some future paradise but something that is lived now) does not depend on slavishly following a religious code – Paul was no fundamentalist – but by living through faith in God.  ‘Thy will be done.’ 

And how do we know when we are doing God’s will?  By seeking to make Him the centre of our lives.  One of the simplest and most profound means of doing this was devised by Ignatius Loyola.  It’s a practice he called the Examen which many Christians are turning to in their desire to live out the gospel.  It’s an exercise of prayerful reflection on the events of the day in order to detect God's presence and discern how we can ‘flow’ into His desire – His will – for us.  Ignatius recommended that we should constantly reflect on the movements that are directing our lives: not how I can be good, but on the way I have responded to those movements as I seek to freely give myself to God.   

One of the simplest ways of practicing this exercise is by placing your hand on your heart and asking the Lord to bring to your heart the moment today for which you are most grateful.  When were you most able to give and receive love today?  Then ask yourself what was said and done in the moment that made it so special and breathe in the gratitude you feel.   Next ask God to bring to your heart the moment today for which you are least grateful.  When were you least able to give and receive love?  Ask yourself what was said and done in that moment that made it so difficult.  Then, finally, take deep breaths and let God’s love fill you just as you are.

This daily prayerful exercise is designed to consciously re-direct the heart towards giving itself to God’s gracious call to life so that we can give ourselves to living out of the will of God with greater freedom. 

TAKING UP THE CROSS
Of course, living out of His will means letting go of ours which, in turn, means that we are learning to take up our cross and follow Christ.  To lose, or let go of, our life to be open to the life He offers us.  The Examen can help us reflect on that process and so can seeking to be constantly present to God by letting go of the self. 

There are many practices to aid this desire which work with inkling the heart towards God.  From the practice of the Jesus Prayer – that constant repetition in the heart of the phrase: “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the living God, have mercy on me, a sinner” – to just being present to our breathing or to a sacred word: “Jesus” or “Abba” or “Maranatha” for example.  In all of this we are not responding to a demand of God but, rather, an invitation into eternal life – or life in all its fullness.  God does not demand that we discipline ourselves in order to achieve some state of higher moral existence; but He does, graciously, invite us to share in His life by letting go of our over- bearing ego-self and letting His life become ours.

CONCLUSION
Satan – or the force of evil – is constantly at work in the world seeking someone to devour.  Thankfully we don’t face the stark choice of denying Christ or being crucified for our faith.  But we are called to deny ourselves.  As Charles Spurgeon, the great Baptist preacher, once said in a sermon: “I have now concentrated all my prayers into one, and that one prayer is this, that I may die to self, and live wholly to Him.”  

Today we have a chance of reflecting on a set of readings that have this in common: that we are called into a new relationship with God.  One not based on keeping a set of rules but of learning to freely give myself into a relationship with Him so that His life becomes my life. 

Perhaps that’s what Lent is all about.

Amen.



Sunday, March 03, 2013

COME TO THE WATER


THIRD SUNDAY IN LENT
Sermon preached in the Church of All Saints, New Eltham
at Parish Mass on March 3rd, 2013
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O God, you are my God; eagerly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you, my flesh faints for you,
as in a barren and dry land where there is no water.

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INTRODUCTION
I’m fascinated by ponds.  There’s something alluring about them whatever their shape or size, from ones as big as the Serpentine to the little one I had dug in my back garden when I lived in Romford.  I can spend ages looking into their murky depths and wondering what lies deep in the heart of the waters.  But better still is sitting by the ocean – just … watching. 

Water fascinates most of us, maybe because we have a primordial memory of life emerging from the seas or because of the fact that life still comes into being surrounded by water.  Or because most of our bodies are made up of the stuff.  So the opening of today’s first reading from the Prophet Isaiah is likely to speak to many of us: ‘Come, all who are thirsty, come to the water!’  Maybe such a call in our rain-sodden climate lacks something of the resonance it would have for people in hotter lands but we are still have a physical, emotional – and spiritual - need of water. 

WATER AND THE BIBLE
The passage was written when the Israelites were refugees in the desert-bound land of what is now Iraq, and that invitation to feast on free food and drink would have played in their memory of the country they once inhabited.  Like all refugees, they would have longed for all that had sustained them.  But Isaiah’s words are also a wake-up call to something far deeper than having plenty to eat and drink for he goes on to add: ‘Seek the Lord while he may be found, call upon him while he is near.’  It’s part of a wider call to the Israelites that they return to their relationship with God, the source of life.  Three chapters on Isaiah continues this call to return to living in close relationship with God and speaks of the way this must be associated with practising justice for all.  He says that if they seek the Lord and his ways then they will be:
‘like a well-watered garden,
like a spring whose water never run dry.’ (58:11)

Elsewhere in the bible people are invited to uncover their own ‘springs of living water’, a theme taken up by St. John at the story of the encounter between Jesus and the unnamed woman of Samaria whom he encounters at a well.  During their pointed exchange, Jesus declares that: ‘no one who drinks the water that I shall give will ever be thirsty again: the water I shall give will become a spring of water, welling up for eternal life.’ (Jn. 4:14)

LIVING WATER AND THE LIFE OF PRAYER
Now all this is highly symbolic, but all of us have the ability to be life-giving: we can be, as it were, a spring of water for others.  I guess we’ve all had the experience of being with people we find really refreshing, who seem to have a secret source of life.  And of being with those who drain us, who seem shrivelled up and barren.  In those words to the Samaritan woman, Jesus points to the way that within each of us is the entrance to life in all its fullness, to the spring of living water, water for the benefit of all. 

There’s something very powerful in the symbolism of the Well: that small opening in the earth that plumbs into the darkness and enables us to draw life from the depths.  It’s symbolic of our hidden life with God who is the ultimate source of those ‘waters of life.’  When trying to talk about the ways in which we can develop this hidden life with God, the great Carmelite, St. Teresa of Avila, compared it to how a garden is watered.  Teresa noted that (in her day) there were four ways to do that.  You can draw it up from a well by hand; by the use of a pump; by a stream flowing through the garden – or by waiting for rain to water a garden.  And she went on, in her classic Autobiography, to explain how all these methods apply to the life of prayer. 

All of us have the means of drawing from our well.  We can ‘let down’ the bucket into the depths of our being by turning our inner eye – our awareness, our attention – to rest on the world within.  Like the person who, coming to the edge of a well, pauses, rests their arms on its sill and gazes into the cool depths, listening for the sounds, smelling the coolness and looking to see if they can find the bottom, the heart of prayer concerns desiring to seek God in the depths of our being.  St. Teresa realised this takes time and effort: drawing from a well is not as easy as waiting for it to rain, but if the rains don’t come or the streams dry up (metaphorically speaking) the well can be the only way to find life-giving water.  The trouble, of course, is that many have given up bothering to nourish their inner life which, as a consequence, has shrivelled.  Like some seed that has fallen in the desert it can never die, but it can lie dormant and useless for many years.  But, with only a little watering, it can come alive.

PRAYING WITH THE PSALMS
Lent is a time to tend the garden of our life with God.  The desert into which Jesus was driven, the inhospitable place where the Israelites lived as refugees, all remind us of our need to nurture our life with God.  Jesus sometimes used images of hidden things to speak about relationship with God: a treasure buried in a field; yeast hidden in dough; a mustard seed.  Once we are acknowledge the hidden presence of God we can try, for a few minutes each day, to imagine ourselves sitting by a well and turning our inner eye to the depths of our being where God dwells. 
Today’s Gradual Psalm touches on this deep need:
O God, you are my God; eagerly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you, my flesh faints for you,
 as in a barren and dry land where there is no water.

The psalmist uses images of thirst and hunger and tells us that our deepest need is for a relationship with God who can quench our thirst and satisfy our hunger.  For God has placed within each of us a desire that only God can only be satisfy.  As another psalm expresses:
Deep calls to deep in the thunder of your waterfalls… (Ps. 42: 8)

I am glad that you are re-introducing the psalms for these are rightly called the ‘prayer-book of the Bible’.  Reciting or singing them in a reflective way can open that yearning for God which underlies each of them.  And it’s from the ground of our entire human experience that the psalms arise, not just from the ‘holy’ parts.  Grief, anger, frustration, joy, longing, fear – all this, and more, is the ground out of which the psalmist’s prayer springs.  Generations of Jews and Christians have used them as a means, not just of giving expression to their own feelings, but of recognising that the whole of life needs to be opened to God.  So try meditating on some verses from that psalm (63).  Let its words speak into your heart:
Therefore I have gazed upon you in your holy place,
that I might behold your power and glory.

CONCLUSION
Our society is full of people whose hunger and thirst is never satisfied and who search for something that will fulfil their deepest need.  But the only way we will be satisfied in the deepest part of our being, that part which is hungry and thirsty for Life in all its fullness, is to spend time, each day, just seeking to listen to the voice of God’s loving call to us.   ‘Come, all who are thirsty, come to the water.  Why spend … your labour for that which does not satisfy?  Incline your ear, and come to me; listen, so you may live.’ (Is. 55: 2,3)

As we continue to journey with the Lord in the barren wilderness of Lent try turning your attention to your need for living water and seek to find that place of hidden springs within you so that, when Easter comes, you will know the life of God flowing through you.

So to end there’s a little poem by R. S. Thomas I’d like to share with you as a parting gift:

Some ask the world
            and are diminished
in the receiving
of it.  You gave me

only this small pool
that the more I drink
from, the more overflows
            me with sourceless light.


Tuesday, March 06, 2012

Into the Wilderness

This matter of living with inner storms, uncertainties, questions and confusion continues to be the stuff of life.  Yesterday I saw my Spiritual Director and explored this to some depth.  I had already discovered two images that emerged and seem to offer a richness at this time – one is that of a chrysalis and the other of the Exodus.  Both hold a sense of being in a state of transition without the knowledge of what may lie ahead.  The chrysalis not knowing that it may turn into a butterfly and the journey of the Hebrew people in the wilderness offering no sense of a new life in the Promised Land.  There might be hints and guesses but no experience of what lies ahead.  Once again I am in the process of letting go of the past (which contains rich and important material for the future) and cannot ‘go back’.  I am aware of being drawn by certain deep feelings associated with particular experiences in the past and need to discover what they may still have to offer.  But there is a temptation to long to return to the experience and forget the greater value of what lay beneath them. 

The other image that emerged during my time with my Director was that of the Woman at the Well in John’s gospel and this seems to be equally important for it offers a way into that ‘spring of living water’ that lies in the heart of us all.  At present it is difficult to gaze far into the depths – the waters are too stirred by all the events connected with leaving the parish, moving home and emerging (that word again) from 35 and more years of having an external structure to shape, form and nurture my life and sense of calling.  And of moving away from community in both its specific (the Religious Life) and general form (being a parish priest) to life in partnership with another.  Transition indeed! 

What emerged yesterday was the importance of staying in the process, of giving time to opening myself to those depths in the presence of God who is both within and beyond them.  The ‘distractions’ that occur during times of prayer contain the gold that is hidden in the dross.  I realise the importance of staying with the process of refinement even though this feels like being in the fire.  The danger is to drift from distraction into a desolate place: the invitation is to stay in the Wilderness and have faith there is a Promised Land.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

3rd SUNDAY of LENT (2009)

“We preach Christ crucified, a stumbling block for Jews and foolishness for Gentiles”

INTRODUCTION
There was something endearingly English about the long-running TV series, Only Fools and Horses. Del Boy and Rodney became iconic characters who revealed something of the love-affair we British have with the well-meaning rogue who always seems to make a mess of things. The loser who makes us laugh.

Nowadays, the word ‘fool’ might be given to a deranged person, but the place of the fool is needed by society, for they are the ones who can communicate truths about our humanity. For those old enough to remember, Norman Wisdom was just such a ‘fool,’ and Robin Williams character in the film ‘Dead Poet’s Society’ seems to show how “Passion makes a madman of the cleverest man and renders the greatest fools, clever.” (Francois, Duc de La Rochefoucauld (1613-1680)

THE FOOL IN SOCIETY AND THE CHURCH
Centuries ago medieval Europe celebrated the great ‘Feast of Fools’ on January 1st; every monarch had his Court Jester. Shakespeare frequently uses a fool in his plays to satirize those whom power had corrupted.

Within Christianity ‘Holy Fools’ have abounded, most specifically in Russia. Indeed, the great cathedral on Red Square is dedicated to one – St. Basil. And, in the west, the best known must be St. Francis of Assisi and St. Philip Neri.

Francis, of course, founded the great Religious Order of Friars Minor. Like him, Philip Neri was the son of a wealthy family and went on to found a Religious Order, the Congregation of the Oratory. For both their ecstatic experience of Divine love resulted in their world’s being turned upside down and their way of life being changed forever. As someone has written:

The fool's naked, dirty, ugly, strange and indecent appearance was a metaphor for humankind's soiled, "naked", sinful souls that have lost their "wedding garments", their innocence.

Having become a fool, humanity lost their divine likeness. The Holy Fools look the way human beings really look in a spiritual sense.

They become symbols - strange and almost disgusting in appearance, but tragic and attractive from a religious point of view. The Holy Fools' disgraceful behaviour carried the message of judgment: those who understood the message started to cry; those who did not, laughed at the fools and threw stones at them.’ (Saward J., Perfect Fools: Folly for Christ’s Sake in Catholic and Orthodox Spirituality, Oxford; N.Y., 1980, p.31)


In a very real sense, they abandoned themselves to God and allowed him to rule their lives and actions, no matter how ‘foolish’ that might have seemed.

THE FOOLISHNESS OF GOD
It was with a sense of foolishness that many regarded the early Christians. There’s a drawing from ancient Rome which shows a human body with a donkeys’ head being crucified on a T shaped cross. And no doubt there are many who consider us to be fools for being here today. But what did St. Paul mean by talking of “Gods foolishness”? Clearly, for St. Paul, the ‘foolishness of God’ was to allow himself to be crucified. That was, and remains, a stumbling block for many and an insult for some. For example, the notion that God should allow himself to be treated as a common criminal and die an accursed death is abhorrent. Yet, for Christians it is the consequence of the Incarnation. God in Christ chose to become at-one with us; to share the whole of human experience right up to giving himself up into the hands of the wicked and evildoers.

As Paul goes on to say in the Letter we heard read: ‘Consider your own call, brothers and sisters: not many of you were wise by human standards, not many were powerful, not many were of noble birth. But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world…; …what is low and despised …’ He is the source of your life in Christ Jesus, who became for us wisdom from God.’ (I Cor. 1:25)

GOD’S SELF-ABANDONMENT
All this can be summed up by the phrase, ‘God’s self-abandonment’. Now most of us like to be in control of our lives and the consequences of being ‘out of control’ is something that causes anxiety for most reasonable people.

Yet there is also a danger, of course, of being too much ‘in control’. We all know of people whom we might describe as ‘controlling’ – even ‘control freaks’. And whilst they make life uncomfortable – even at times unbearable – for others, they can also do great damage to themselves. A too-powerful, overbearing, ego can harm us and turn us into petty-dictators, unable to function properly as human beings.

The ‘fool’ challenges this controlling instinct. Whilst it is necessary and right to exercise reasonable, mature control over our emotions and actions, we need to be careful lest this turns into an obsession. So the fool brings us back to our humanity. His place is to question our values and norms, to act as a critic of the powerful by speaking or acting in ways that communicate uncomfortable truths.

THE CLEANSING OF THE TEMPLE
If we turn our attention to our gospel reading for a moment, it might seem that Jesus’ actions were very foolish and any ‘reasonable’ person be forgiven for thinking that he brought the consequences (arrest, trial and crucifixion) on himself.

After all, if you do smash up the economic centre of society, don’t you deserve to be punished? But this was no idle act. It was a calculated act which was meant to have a consequence. As we heard earlier: ‘The Holy Fools' disgraceful behaviour carried the message of judgment: those who understood the message started to cry; those who did not, laughed at the fools and threw stones at them.’

So here we have Jesus acting as the ‘holy fool’, quite in control of actions intended to challenge those who had taken control of the Temple and perverted its place and purpose in society. It’s not so much that you could buy a postcard or a rosary, rather that this place of divine encounter, over which God was in control, had become dominated by the power of a ruling elite. Jesus’ foolish actions were intended to challenge society.

CONCLUSION
All this would lead, inevitably, to his death, just as so many other ‘fools’ have been swept aside.

Yet their message, once heard, cannot be forgotten. So, with this ‘Cleansing of the Temple’, Jesus begins that process of abandonment to God, that entrusting of himself to that Divine Love which possessed him. For Christians being ‘out of control’ must become, in time, our default position for it begs the question, ”Who is in control?” to which the answer must be, God.

It will probably require of any of us a primal shift from believing that we can be in control of our lives to allowing ourselves to be under the control of God.

But perhaps ‘control’ is a misleading word and we should begin to shift towards direction, movement and guidance as we seek to regain faith in God’s creative, passionate desire acting in our lives.

In 1970 John Austin Baker, a bishop of great humility and humanity, published his masterly book, The Foolishness of God, in which he set out his personal faith in Divine Love and wrote of the way that ‘The crucified Jesus is the only accurate picture of God the world has ever seen.’ (p.406) Let me conclude with a quote from the end of that book:

‘When (I am willing to be a fool of love, an apostle of the cross), what God has done and the manner of his doing it increase my wonder and gratitude. For this means that God leaves me my freedom. He does not wish to overwhelm me, to batter me into submission. Somewhere within me, however choked and starved, there is this natural endowment of sacrificial love that comes from my blessed solidarity with all living things, and with the myriad ages of creatures who have gone before me and brought me to birth. If this perilously feeble flame can breathe and blaze up, it will enlighten me from within to see clearly, and to know where God is to be found – in Jesus (p.405)

Amen

Saturday, February 28, 2009

ASH WEDNESDAY 2009

"When you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face …
and your Father who sees in secret will reward you" (Matt. 6: 17/18)

INTRODUCTION
I always find that injunction of our Lord rather worrying as we prepare for the imposition of ashes on our foreheads! Does that mean that we shouldn't - that the whole exercise contradicts Jesus' teaching? I remember a time when I was in the Franciscans and some in the community were so concerned about those words that it was suggested we simply anoint each other with oil. But it didn't catch on.

Yet the principle stands - what matters is the way our heart is changed, not what we do with the body. Of course, when religious observance was a matter of boasting, as in the time of Jesus, it was right to tell people 'not to wear their religion on their sleeves'. But we live in a different age and in a different culture. Walking down the street with a cross smeared in ash on your forehead should be a sign of faith. We don't do it to show that we are better than others: we do it because it reminds everyone of that simple fact - "Dust you are and to dust you shall return."

LOOKING FORWARD TO EASTER
Lent, of course, is the season of preparation for Easter. To keep a 'good' Lent doesn't mean that we have managed to observe our Lent rule - our fasting or prayer or whatever. Keeping a 'good' Lent means that we have made a good preparation for Easter - have prepared ourselves to realise, again, that to which we are called. Fullness of life in Christ.

Like me, many of you will have spent years trying to do that. I haven't counted how many Lenten rules I have created - or how many times I have failed to keep them! Sometimes it can all feel a bit depressing as one begins to start the process all over again and I catch myself, sometimes, asking, 'Why bother?'. Why not just be a 'Sunday Christian', go for my weekly, monthly or whatever dose of that certain 'feel-good factor' that can come after attending church and leave it at that. After all, does God notice?


Well, I don't know whether God notices or not, but I know that I am called into a relationship with Christ from which I cannot escape. He beckons to me, even when I turn aside, and invites me to be at-one with Him. I know I am loved by Him and I cannot turn from that love. As they hymn says:


O Love that wilt not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in thee;
I give thee back the life I owe,
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be.


We stand at the threshold of Lent knowing that, for just forty days, we are called to focus more deeply into that relationship so that at Easter we can, in some way, know the joy of being at-one with the Risen Christ.

PRAYER AND FASTING
So we are invited to consider the time we spend in prayer and to consider the question of fasting. It's a season when we 'spring-clean' our lives: look at the clutter we have accumulated and decide on something that we should let go of, if only for this season. And the reason we do that is so that our lives might be more fruitful. Ever gardener knows the importance of time spent weeding, hoeing and all the rest. That special preparation to help the garden thrive and be more fertile so that it's abundance can flourish. Let's make sure the garden of our lives is tended with more care this Lent. After all, it's the most important thing you have. Your life. And if you strip away anything, make sure it's the weeds that are choking new growth. Let some light into your soul and let your garden breathe. Give it some fallow time - time for the rain to gently caress its soil and the sun to shine on it.

FASTING FOR THE GOOD OF ALL
And remember, fasting is never just for my own benefit. As our reading made clear, our fasting must also be for the benefit of all. As one, young, Episcopal priest said: 'Part of our Lenten discipline, then, should be reclaiming and reaffirming our physical selves and the physical selves of others. Seeking balance with our neighbors, the earth, and our well-being is really where we ought to be headed. Taking care of the physical world rather than exploiting it is, in fact, a spiritual discipline that can help lead us out of the constant upward battle and into a more wholesome existence. (Fr. R. E. Helmer)

CONCLUSION
So let this Lent be a retreat with the Lord, a time when you have some space to be with him. Clear out some of the weeds that choke your life. Reflect on what's most important for your well-being and the well-being of the world. Look at one thing that needs changing for the benefit of others.

Maybe it will mean just becoming more aware of the way we can so easily forget how our actions affect others.

And, remember, it is Christ who - lovingly - invites us into this Lent with Him, not that our faces can be blackened with despair, but that our lives might be enlightened through His Resurrection.

Amen.